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WHAT IF?

Updated: May 21, 2021



It is such a scary thing to burn away EVERYTHING that does not match your 100% FUCK YES’s.


Taking that jump and burning down:

  • The RELATIONSHIPS

  • The LIVING ARRANGEMENTS

  • The JOBS

  • The FRIENDS

  • The COMMUNITIES

  • The IDENTITIES


Is a journey that many of us are unsure we will even SURVIVE.


The fears on the top of the list are:


  • What if I go completely BROKE?

  • What if I FAIL?

  • What if I end up having to GO BACK?

  • What if I really am unable to TAKE CARE OF MYSELF?

  • What if NO ONE ever LOVES me again?

  • What if I will have to be ALONE forever?


These are VERY real fears. VERY real risks.


And that’s why this transformation takes fucking GUTS. Because YOU MIGHT FAIL.


YOU MIGHT LOSE IT ALL.


When I made that glorious choice to CHOOSE ME, it cost me A LOT.


I left my marriage.

I left my home.

I left animals I loved.

I left my garden.

I left stability.

I left money.

I left adventure and travel.

I left a lifestyle of physical ease.


And then I kept on shedding.


I left my 13 year career.

I left a steady paycheck.

I left friends.

I left my accommodation of everyone else’s feelings.


And now, a few years later, I get to see how UNAPOLOGETICALLY CHOOSING ME has PAID OFF.


  • I have built a movement that helps hundreds of women EVERYDAY.

  • My business has expanded in ways I never dreamed was possible.

  • I have created a home that is EXACTLY what I want - nourishing, peaceful, beautiful, and full of green things. <3

  • I am surrounded by flourishing LIFE - my partner, my family, my furbabies, friends, clients.

  • I regularly get to invest in myself through building my business knowledge, communication skills, and so much more wisdom related to women and my work.

  • I have more financial assets than I’ve ever had in my entire life and I am very close to being 100% debt free (including my house).

  • I have GIVEN more away this year than I have in my entire life (over $12,000 SO FAR).

  • I have a Divine TEAM that supports me and my work, sometimes without me even knowing WHAT to ask for.


I am loved at a deeper level than I ever knew was possible.

And I LOVE ME more than I ever gave myself permission to.



MORAL OF THE STORY:


TAKE THE GODDAMN RISK.


CHOOSE YOU.




You will leap and the Divine will show up. Over and over and over again.


You will live at such a level of depth and thriving once you let go of settling in fear.




What if you fail?


BUT WHAT IF YOU FLY??


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